Books

HOPE: Hope Overcomes Pain Everytime A Short Memoir of a Girl With 14 Disorders

Author: Baylie Phillips

Published April 26th, 2025

In this raw, brutally honest first-part memoir, Baylie Phillips (now Phillips McClernan) shares her story of living with 14 chronic medical conditions - each one a challenge, each one a battle. HOPE isn't just about fighting; it's about finding the courage to keep fighting, even when the world doesn't see your struggle.

Inside HOPE you'll discover:

• A Story of Unbreakable Resilience

• The Power of Vulnerability

• A Wake-Up Call for Awareness

• Inspiration to Rise Above

• The Warrior Inside You

• Empathy and Understanding

• A Call for Change

HOPE sat at the #1 spot for New Releases for 9 days and the #3 spot for Best Sellers for 3 days, both in the Dreams category on Amazon. Don't let this powerful story pass you by. Whether you are living with a chronic illness or you know someone who is, HOPE will provide you insight, inspiration, and the courage to keep fighting. Join me in raising awareness for chronic illnesses, rare diseases, and disabilities. Every purchase helps spread the message that those living with invisible battles deserve to be seen, heard, and supported.

Order HOPE: Hope Overcomes Pain Everytime and take the first step towards understanding, compassion, and connection.

Available on Amazon Marketplace and Kindle.

Amazon ISBN: 979-8281469197

“ There were days when hope was the quiet decision to keep breathing, even when my body felt like it was failing me. No one saw those battles, but they shaped everything I became. ”

— Baylie Phillips, HOPE: Hope Overcomes Pain Everytime

“ Invisible illness does not mean invisible suffering. It means fighting battles that are constantly questioned, minimized, or ignored — and choosing to speak anyway. ”

— Baylie Phillips, HOPE: Hope Overcomes Pain Everytime

Invisible Light Within: 365 Days of Guided Reflection for the Chronically Ill

Author: Baylie Phillips

Published February 2026

Living with chronic illness means fighting battles no one else can see. Invisible Light Within is a deeply compassionate, trauma-informed guided journal created for those navigating chronic illness, disability, medical trauma, and long-term uncertainty. With 365 thoughtfully crafted prompts, this book offers a full year of reflection, validation, grief, resilience, and meaning-making—one day at a time. This is not a gratitude journal that bypasses pain. This is not toxic positivity. This is a space where your truth is welcome.

Written by chronic illness advocate Baylie Phillips, Invisible Light Within walks beside you through every phase of the chronic illness journey—from diagnosis and medical gaslighting, to grief and identity loss, to rebuilding purpose, redefining worth, and learning how to live in the in-between.

Inside this book, you’ll find:

• 365 guided prompts designed specifically for chronically ill and disabled lives

  • Gentle space to process medical trauma, burnout, anger, hope, faith, fear, resilience, and rest

  • Prompts that honor both survival and softness

  • A judgment-free journal you can use daily—or return to whenever you need it

• 11 themed sections, including:

1. Life Before and After Illness

2. Grief, Loss, and Redefining Dreams

3. Diagnosis, Medical Systems, and Advocacy

4. Emotional Survival and Coping

5. Support, Relationships, and Boundaries

6. Invisible Illness and Identity

7. Rebuilding Purpose and Creative Living

8. Faith, Legacy, and Near-Death Reflections

9. Self-Worth, Wholeness, and the Ongoing Fight to Stay

10. Reflection, Meaning, and Inner Wisdom

11. Living in the In-Between — Integration, Identity, and Everyday Courage

This journal is for you if:

• You live with chronic illness, disability, pain, or fatigue

• You’ve experienced medical dismissal, gaslighting, or diagnostic trauma

• You’re grieving the life you thought you’d have

• You’re learning to rest without guilt

• You want language for what you’ve survived

• You want a place where your story doesn’t need to be explained or justified

You don’t need to “stay positive.” You don’t need to be inspiring. You don’t need to be productive. You just need a place where your experience is honored.

Invisible Light Within is that place.

To every warrior holding buying journal—this journal is for you. For the days when pain is louder than hope. For the nights when silence echoes with unanswered questions. For the mornings you rise anyway, even when the world can’t see what it costs you.

This is for the ones who have been dismissed, doubted, or overlooked—yet continue to show up for their lives with quiet courage. These pages are yours—to grieve, to rage, to remember, to heal. To speak the truths no one has asked for, and to reclaim the narrative that was always yours to write. Thank you for being here. Your story matters more than words can ever hold.

With love,

Baylie Phillips

Founder of Rarely Ordinary Collection

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